i'm not well, is that okay with you?

the most disgustingly personal perzine i've written. about the most significant attachments in my life, how they broke and how i think they affected me. i hate being real, in case it changes how i'm perceived. oh well, i guess i'm fucked now.

READABLE PDF: just an a4 portrait copy of the zine, 44 pages. will be emailed to you within 24 hours xo

PRINTABLE PDF: an a4 landscape printable version of the zine. print double sided, flipping on the short edge (also will work by manually printing both sides, or sticking them back to back) and folding in half to make an a5 zine. 22 pdf pages, ends up as 11 sheets of paper. will be emailed to you within 24 hours xo

PHYSICAL COPY: alas pretty self explanatory, i send you a physical copy and some cool free shit and you give me money. 44 page a5 zine!!

main trigger warnings: suicide/suicidal ideation, grief, loss, substance abuse, racism, abuse, illness, body dysmorphia

love ya!